i love this kid.
cant help it.
project runway is on right now and i am reminded of how much i liked christian. hes a pompous lil jerkface, and i wanna be his bff. for reals.
hes annoying at times, okay, most of them, but i dont care. hes mad talented and i want him to make me some rockin clothes.
lots of them. for all the times.
cant help it.
project runway is on right now and i am reminded of how much i liked christian. hes a pompous lil jerkface, and i wanna be his bff. for reals.
hes annoying at times, okay, most of them, but i dont care. hes mad talented and i want him to make me some rockin clothes.
lots of them. for all the times.
ive decided that im spending my birthday in Philly...only mike knows so far...i should probs inform maureen and vinny since im gonna make one or both of them let me crash at their place...either way, im ready.
my only fear is that ill get there and never leave.
its not so much a fear as a deep deep wish...i hate everywhere but Philly. its the only place ive ever really felt at home. even when i was all alone. walking around that city is one of the most fulfilling things ive ever done...and i did it quite a bit last time i was there...
im also a bit in love with it because it has the largest number of people who make me feel loved. and wanted. and just plain happy.
i miss it everyday.
and i dream about it all the time...how weird is that...not only dreams that are taking place there(which happens A LOT) but sometimes ill wake up and ill have just dreamed about the city itself...the skyline, rittenhouse park, walking the streets around maureens moms apartment, playing in the fountains, and running from security guards for it...i miss it like its a person...and to me, it means almost as much as the few select people who know my deep dark secrets.
Philadelphia has my heart more than any man probably ever will...and i wont feel complete until im back.
im just passing my time trying to figure out whats going to become of me until i know how to make it back there for real.
my only fear is that ill get there and never leave.
its not so much a fear as a deep deep wish...i hate everywhere but Philly. its the only place ive ever really felt at home. even when i was all alone. walking around that city is one of the most fulfilling things ive ever done...and i did it quite a bit last time i was there...
im also a bit in love with it because it has the largest number of people who make me feel loved. and wanted. and just plain happy.
i miss it everyday.
and i dream about it all the time...how weird is that...not only dreams that are taking place there(which happens A LOT) but sometimes ill wake up and ill have just dreamed about the city itself...the skyline, rittenhouse park, walking the streets around maureens moms apartment, playing in the fountains, and running from security guards for it...i miss it like its a person...and to me, it means almost as much as the few select people who know my deep dark secrets.
Philadelphia has my heart more than any man probably ever will...and i wont feel complete until im back.
im just passing my time trying to figure out whats going to become of me until i know how to make it back there for real.
im in love with a city.
and its name is Philly.
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