daily.

pretty much.
every day.
only i dont get the pills.
i have charlsie.

shes a good antidepressant!

also!
the dance.
it helps.
hippie hippie shakes!
i want to be this when i grow up...

i know its a few days late...

but i fully endorse and am real real happy about this.
ive shed a few happy time tears in the past few days.
hes just wonderful and i know hes just a guy and all, but hes just...so...inspiring and wheni look at him i am so happy. and filled with this expectant good and hope and just...it feels good.
im happy about him.
i have faith in him.
i have faith that things will be better.
i love that hes smart.
i love that hes such an embodiment of all these wonderful things that i think our world has been waiting for for such a long time...

just thinking about it makes me smile.

PRESIDENT OBAMA.
that feels good.

now these are fuck me heels...

holy mother of god.
i rarely slide heels on my feet, but when i do, they must make me die a little inside.
i only own a few pairs because im picky like that...but these...i died a lot.
im sure that the photography helps because its pretty damn amazing.
really hot.
sex in print form for me anyway.
this model is gorgeous.
i wish i knew what color her eyes were...shes stunning.

but yeah.
after the intense ugly of the last post, i felt a huge need to pretty up my soul.
and my page.

also as a side note, the designer of these glorious heels designed one of the suites at swedens icehotel..its pretty neato.

fashion fail. of true epic size.

this is quite possibly the most horrifying thing ever to be created in the history of everything ever.
or at least in the past few minutes.
who am i kidding, its real real bad.
its two of the most horrible fashion trends ever combined into one big bad ugly.
so much ugly.

i cant for the life of me grasp who in their right mind would wear these...
i dont want to see it happen, but if i actually encounter it, i think i may giggle myself to death.

ew.

battlestar returns!!!!

i started watching battlestar because josh is real gay for it. my saying that he is gay for it is in no way to lead to the idea that i wasnt all kinds of intersted. im big on sci-fi shows. im big on political shows. im big on good writing. im big on mary mcdonnell and even bigger on edward james olmos. so i was all kinds of down for a new obsession. although i didnt know if i would be as gay for it as him.
yep. sold.
its so close to perfection its scary.
its the west wing in space.

it starts tomorrow night. the last 10 episodes. it looks damn awesome. i would like to watch it with tardface, but hes a tard face, so thats not an option. but whatever. im excited.
mr olmos and mrs mcdonnell were on the view this morning. i want her to be my mommy. i love my mum and dont really want her replaced, but mary mcdonnell is great. i love her.
and these last 10 episodes are gonna be damn good.
im excited. and sad.
the whole not wanting it to end thing blows, but ive kinda gotten a little use to that these days. the snippets and stuff ive seen online...yeah. theys going out with a bang.
a big one.

this is from last year, the first half of the season...which will be coming to a close starting tomorrow night. fuck sci-fi and their bitch asses muffing shite up.
the top 3 are most definitely my faves.
starbuck is the bestest.


im glad i only have the horrible wait and watch deal for this ending bit and the first half of the season from last year...lost has given me enough drama and pain that way. and i am just gonna die this season...
lost and lie to me and battlestar...ugh.

yes i know im lame, but i dont mind.

colbert and colmes!

dude, stephen colbert is so dreamy...

tonights episode was teh funniez.

alan colmes, formerly of hannity and colmes(as of...like yesterday?) became and ceased to be the cohost of the colbert report this evening.

since it just aired im sure clips arent out yet, but it was glorious. heres a few highlights:

• alan gets a midgit sized chair so hes much shorter than stephen in the frame.


• they cover alans face with many graphics.


• alan is provided a list of allowed responses to stephens commentary, including but not limited to "oh snap." and something about a hamburger...i laughed and now dont recall...


• tek jansen made an appearance. always good times.


• john king from cnn was on to talk about his new show, when discussing possible titles, stephen came up with ON THE JOHN


• president bush became an 8 layer cake...


• after stephen paid alan to leave the his cohost position, alan turned into a bat and flew away.

good times, good times.

also, you should watch tonights daily show as well. and if you dont want to watch the whole thing at least find the clip of anderson cooper hosting the doggie debate to pick the obamas new family member.

totz splendid.

and if you still need more laughs, find the video of jon stewart from crossfire...you know my feeling for tucker carlson and his bowties if you know me at all, and this stewart appearance made me pee myself. and fall in love and lust for him all over again. like 648432138 times. its that good.

dave chappelle...youve got mail...really?

i so forgot he was in this movie...weird.
of course, he has a very smallish role...
i like dave chappelle.
hes funny.
he also reunited the fugees.
no small thing there.

hes cool.

EDIT:
PARKER EFFIN POSEY IS TOO!!!!!
she plays tom hanks bitchy editior girlfriend.

and greg kinnear.



i want to own a bookstore...

the obamas make me sick

how flippin adorable are they?
they make me sick.
really sick.



i wanna be like them when i grow up...

"nipples, we all have em. neat, huh?"

ever wondered why is it dudes are allowed to be pervs and its okay, but that doesnt really hold true for the ladies? well i have. and im obvs not alone...
this is an article about a bill concerning women showing off their tatas on beaches in sydney.

i agree with the fact that sure, some cultures shouldnt be made to feel uncomfortable just because they have different feelings about things (however i feel about those beliefs aside), but hey, we arent talking about public schools, or hospitals or any other kind of mandatory thing people have to be a part of. we are talking about beaches. of the touristy persuasion. now, im no brain surgeon(yet, isnt that right charlsie!) but i do believe that if I were a tourist who may be upset by something like topless sunbathers, id put a lil research into my trip planning and avoid beaches where its allowed...but you know. thats just me.

the other big part of this whole thing is the focal point about how women can be in posession of thoughts just as naughty as men when it comes to the opposite sex.

now, here is where im all kinds of in agreement mode. chick are just as pervy, if not more, than men. most of us simply dont vocalize and act on those thoughts as often as men. and even less so do we use them as an excuse for our actions.

im kind of a perv.
i like sex.
a lot.
i think about it a lot too.
and though what i find attractive is in some caes not quite the norm, its there.

however!
i have a brain. and impulse control. and you know, a moral compass.
now, i dont think all guys are scum. i know too many good ones to think that, but i also know that this double standard is just plain retarded.
its not cool to continue in this lame way of thinking.
it s stupid.
and detrimental.

just because i have girl parts, doesnt mean that when i see an attractive dudeguy i dont get all hot and bothered. cause it happens.
and i dont feel ashamed about it. or what i look like naked. or doing things when i am in said nakedness.
and thats how it should be.
and im not some dainty little flower.
being objectified not good in really any kid of situation, but we all do it.
its the acting on it and the letting it define us thats the problem.


allowing the prevelace of girls and boys to think its wrong or dirty or whatever for girls to be sexual just causes problems.
lots of them.

lame.

srsly.

lots and lots of pervy thoughts...

boobs are boobs.
and ass is ass.
get the hells over it.